Sunday, December 26, 2010

MAC [Part 2]

Okay, I promised you dear readers to continue my stories about MAC.. So if you missed the part 1, you may read it just before this post . Sorry my English are so terrible last time .. I was rushing that I didn't even care about my grammar. So, before I tell you readers about how I live at Kg. Sarang, Kota Belud. I want to share one more thing that I forgot to tell you on part 1.. There was this one day in MAC that each person need to pray for the the person whom you picked out their name on a bunch of folded papers that was written in everybody's name. So I got Aileen's name.. We were told by our staffs to asked God what does He wanted to say for the person we chose. Surprisingly, what I heard from God made an impact on my friend , Aileen. I told her not to worry if she go back home after MAC because God will always guide her and I told her not to worry about her burden that she carried because God will handle everything. She told me that really helped her. And you know what? I have no idea that she was worried when would she get home and also she carried a burden. Hallelujah! I am not being proud of myself. Not boasting about myself. But to be proud of Jesus! I am a nobody but you see.. God can use me you know.. to do what He wants me to do.. So if you think that God did not care about you.. YOU ARE WRONG!
So ... proceeding with my stories at the village.. or to be clear, KAMPUNG LIFE :)
Well, since it was my second time on MAC, it was easier for me to bathe in open air with sarong and sleep on the floor. See ? When God would send you somewhere, it would not be as you want it to be.. That's what I learned these past few years. But there's one thing I can't stand, walking up the hill ! The house for us to stay are up the hill and the church are below, and you can guess how thin I had became after two weeks.. walking down is easy but the hard part was walking UP the hill... AAAGHH !! And when the first day I reached there, I had to carry my pail, luggage and another bag stuffed with my huge sleeping bag (it was my brother's cause I don't have a sleeping bag.. And my brother is TALL.. so.. it's quite big.. ) I felt like fainting when I carried all my things up the hill... Seriously ! I guess I'm out of idea to write anymore so I will stop here..  Please enjoy the MAC photos I uploaded below...




Tuesday, December 14, 2010

MAC 2010 [Part 1]

Group picture :)
Oh wow .. where do I start ? It has been such an incredible experience with God these past three weeks . Amazingly, God brought me to MAC once again. I never thought I would come back to MAC again this year since I had a financial problems before. But God is incredibly amazing .. Really ! Thanks to my sisters and dad, I finally went to MAC. Thank YOU so so much GOD ! You are so AMAZING! I mean, beyond AMAZING !
What I learned those past three weeks are a lot so I will not share all since I couldnt remember all. But what I really couldn't forget is Kak Hannah's sermon when she said about receiving God's gift 'full package' . What she meant by full package is to receive His gift and His order. His LOVE and DO GOOD DEEDS. I'm always happy to receive His love and it brings joy to me but I totally forgot about His order. Besides that, God also thought me about loving others. He says, How can you love ME when you cannot love others? When you say that you love ME but hate your brothers, you are a liar. You cannot even love your brothers whom you can SEE.. How can you love ME whom you cannot SEE?
What God said to me is SUPER SCARY... And it totally changes the way I think about people. God also helped me to forgive the one that really hurts me. Especially the authorities.. parents, teachers,brothers,sisters etc.etc.. You name it.. There was one time our staffs washed our feet and they resemble the authorities that hurts us. One of our staff, Aerna came to me and asked my forgiveness.. then I remembered about all the authorities that hurts me deeply... I cried and I cried as Aerna washed my feet .. And now I forgive them all.. There will be no more anger in any authorities anymore. With God's love, I now can forgive..
Yeah, I can tell you a lot more but I have to be quick or else my sister have to pay more on this cyber cafe. Here's the last one, God also told me to lean on Him always. And do not ever doubt Him. God can do EVERYTHING.. -Literally ! All those time in MAC.. That's what God said to me over and over and over again. Lean on Him! It feels so good to hear His voice. It makes me calm throughout the day. Sorry, will be continued soon! Next, I will tell more about my living in A REAL kampung there. Sorry, see ya'


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