Tuesday, December 27, 2011

Youth Camp GPI, 2011

It's kind of sad leaving this year. But you know, that's life. Time will never wait for us and life must go on no matter what. There were so much things happened in my life this year. What I'm going to remember the most is the time I spent in GPI youth camp at Kandawayon, Ranau on 21-24 Dec(actually it started on 22nd but I arrived early). For me, personally, I thought this year youth camp is pretty short in time. The sermons and teachings were pretty short too. Yet, I learned so much on this year camp than before. God had worked so much in my life and He challenged me in so many ways. 
      Here, I'm telling you that before I joined the camp, there was a wall in my relationship with God. It was because my guilt on my sins were so heavy I couldn't reached out my hands to God. I felt useless. I don't know how to ask for forgiveness. But on the first night I was there, God already spoken so much to me. He missed me so much. And yeah, you have no idea how I missed Him too but because I feel that I'm not worthy to talk to Him. I ignored Him. It was foolish, I know. But my heart longs for Him and I didn't know what to do. On the 23rd, I stepped in front, near the altar along with the other youths so Nikki could pray for us. It was midday and yet, the Holy Spirit touched almost all 50 of the youths. We wept uncontrollably.. I don't know what happened to me. At first, I really didn't have the intentions of crying whatsoever.. But as I stepped in front, I talked to God how bad I felt about my sins and how I longed for Him and I began to cry. And then, it was out of my control. I never experienced that. I wept until I fell down on my knees and my head literally touched the floor. At that moment, I really felt that the wall between God and I tumbles down. God is amazing. That was my highlight of the entire camp. Satan would work extra hours to messed up my relationship with God every day. You too. But I learned that to avoid temptations, I need to have my refuge of strength which is God Himself. The Holy Spirit must live in me and I have to disciplined myself to read the Bible everyday. Without God in me and the words of God, Satan's job would be really easy. So, it's really important!
      There were so many more things God revealed to me. But, I don't think I have to share with all of you guys. It's kind of personal. Anyway, I felt that after the camp I felt this sense of longing to meditate on God's words.. I admit that before this, I'm pretty lazy when it comes to reading the Bible. Moreover, EVERYDAY. However, I learned from Nikki that I could ask the longing to read the Bible from God. You know what? It really works. God is really awesome! You can do it too! If you have abandoned your time to read the Bible like I did before, you can pray this to God, "God, I want to read the Bible but I'm lazy. Please, give me the longing to read the Bible so I could grow closer to You. Amen." Though the prayer seems pretty simple but God never looked at how you pray. All He sees is your heart. God bless you dear readers :)

Wednesday, December 14, 2011

Joy to The World !

The glorious day is fast approaching don't you think? Just a few more weeks and it's Christmas already. I can't wait to celebrate the glorious day of all! The day of Christ's birth! Well, we don't know exactly when was Jesus born.. I mean, who knows? But anyway, the 25th of December is the day where every Christians around the world will be celebrating Jesus' birth. I wouldn't want to miss out! However, not everyone is celebrating the true meaning of Christmas. Just walk around the shopping mall.. what song will you hear be playing? "Rudolph the nose reindeer..", "Santa Claus is coming to town...", Frosty the snowman..", "Oh Christmas tree, oh Christmas tree..." What message are they sending to the people? Christmas is about the Christmas tree, Santa Claus, reindeer or a freakin' snowman. Christmas is where Santa would come down to your chimney in the middle of the night (well, since our country has no winter, we don't have any chimneys) and that's what kids should wait for Christmas. For you, you might think it's a common sense that Santa do not exists. But let me tell you, one of my friends really believe that Santa Claus exists! I'm shocked! See? People are lost about the true meaning of Christmas. Even television send the wrong message about what Christmas is really about. There's on episode of the famous TV series, Glee where they celebrate Christmas and I still remember that Rachel Barry said something like this, "Christmas tree is the heart of Christmas. Without Christmas tree, you would have nowhere to hang the ornaments and place the gifts under." (Sort of like that.. ) Wrong. Christmas tree is not the heart of Christmas. JESUS is! Hallelujah!
        Even through education they try to manipulate what Christmas is really about. My teacher asked us once in Civic class, "Pada masa bilakah hadiah akan dibuka sewaktu perayaan Krismas?" When she saw nobody answered her (obviously we had no idea), she said again,"Hadiah akan dibuka sewaktu pagi hari Krismas".. And then I answered her, "Cikgu, itu bukan cara orang Barat kah tu?".. with back ups from Ernie and Ququ.. I was trying to hide my annoyance. Then my teacher said, "Ya, tapi bila buku teks sudah nyatakan begini kita harus mengikuti syllabus yang diberi". Yeah, I just nodded.. She is my teacher.. Next was our Civic exam paper. It was our last exam of the year.. There were a few questions about celebration of the religions in Malaysia like Deepavali, Hari Raya, Chinese New Year, Thaipusam and others. Hmm.. No big deal. But wait 'till you hear the question about Christmas celebration. "What does Christmas tree looks like?". I know right? It's unbelievable. Why can't they ask, "Why do Christians celebrate Christmas?" or something like that? 
       Dear my sisters and brothers in Christ. Let us not be blinded by the world. Let us celebrate the true meaning of Christmas! It's not about shopping for new outfits, Christmas tree, decorations and Santa Claus but for JESUS CHRIST, Amen? Jesus was born in this world to save mankind. (John 3:16) He is our redeemer! Start switching your Christmas songs that glorifies JESUS such as "Long time ago, in Bethlehem..", "Joy to the world! The LORD has come..!" 

Friday, November 25, 2011

What's Your Faucet Saying?

Have you ever tried to concentrate on something important and you couldn't . . . because of a dripping faucet? Drip. Drip. Drip. It's enough to drive a person nuts!
      Instead of allowing a dripping faucet to annoy us, maybe we should let it teach us something. Think about it:  A dripping faucet is saying, "Something's not right here. There's a leak that needs fixing." A dripping faucet is a signal that something's wrong. Most of us can't relax during the drip, because we know there's something to be fixed, or we worry about the water that's being wasted.
     In the same way, God sometimes allow "dripping faucets" in our lives to signal us that something is spiritually off-center. We often try to ignore those spiritual signals by cranking the volume of our CD player or flipping through a variety of channels on our TV. But the truth is, a dripping faucet won't quit on its own. We actually have to get up and do something about it.
       Is god trying to signal you that something is wrong in your life? If so, listen to the drip and be willing to do whatever it takes to fix it. Is there a wall in one of your relationships? Have you not forgiven someone who hurt you? Has it become too easy to be critical, negative and to make remarks that cause dissension among those around you? Are you jealous of a friend who got what you had your heart set on? Have you become bitter because someone rejected you?
      Perhaps God is saying through your broken heart, "This isn't right, let's fix it."
      Or through critical, negative spirit, maybe God is saying, "This can no longer continue. I love you too much to allow you to remain this way."
      Could God be trying to speak through your jealousy ... "Instead of being insecure about someone else has, will you refocus your attention on me? I dream BIG dreams for you!"
      A dripping faucet won't fix itself. But our all-powerful, all-knowing, ever-present God can even masquerade as a Master Plumber. And he can provide exactly what you need to stop the leak.

"Leaks? No problem."

 Ask God to make you aware of any dripping faucets in your life that need to be fixed.

Sunday, November 20, 2011

The Master Designer

Let's imagined you moved into a giant mansion and lived there alone. You're having a great time in the indoor pool, and you've invited all your friends to view the latest movies in your state-of-the-art home theater. But after a while, you become discouraged. The mansion is filled with the latest technology, but you've never learned to work it. You quickly realized you're not getting as much out of the house as you could be.
      So you approach the designer and say, "Sir, you did an incredible job of designing my home. But it's so wonderfully complicated, I'm not really getting the most out of it. Would you mind moving in with me and showing me how to operate all the special features?"
      The designer moves in, and you immediately begin giving instructions: "You can have the guest room. I don't mind you using the kitchen, but I really don't want you in the study. Oh, and I have a specific way I want the lawn mowed so check with me before doing that. Otherwise, make yourself at home."
      He begins to show you to get more of your home, and you notice a difference right away.You're learning how to operate some of the complicated technology that makes your home the envy of everyone else. But a few months later, you approach him again: "I'm really glad you're living here," you say. "But I still feel like something is missing."
      He looks at you tenderly and says, "I designed this home and know it better than anyone. i know it inside and out. I really can show you how to get the most out of it, but to do that I have to have total control"
      You hesitate but finally give in. The first thing he does is put you in the guest room, and he takes the master bedroom. Then he goes through your personal movie collection and suggests you throw out all the ones with bad language or lots of violence. He has suggestions for the rooms you use, the books you read, and ways you can share the space with other people. Gradually, you make the changes he suggests and notice that you're happier that you've ever been before.

God doesn't simply want to live in your life; he wants to be your life. He wants your happiness and fulfillment even more than you do, and he's committed to producing joy and peace in your life. But he needs total control.

1 Kings 8:61
And may your hearts be fully committed to the LORD our God, to live by his decrees and obey his commands, as at this time.”

1 Kings 15:14
Although he did not remove the high places, Asa’s heart was fully committed to the LORD all his life.

2 Chronicles 16:9
For the eyes of the LORD range throughout the earth to strengthen those whose hearts are fully committed to him. You have done a foolish thing, and from now on you will be at war.”

Is there anything in your life you haven't given the Master Architect control of? If so, commit that area to him right now.

by : Susie Shellenberger, author of "One Year Devotions for Teens"

Jesus Is Always Better Than Santa

Jesus is always better than Santa because..

  • Santa lives on the North Pole. But Jesus is everywhere.

  • Santa rides in a sleigh. But Jesus rides on the wind and walks on water.

  • Santa comes only once in a year. But Jesus is an ever-present help.

  • Santa fills your stockings with goodies. But Jesus supplies all your needs.

  • Santa gives you a few fun things that may last a year. But Jesus gives you life that will last forever.

  • Santa comes down your chimney uninvited. But Jesus stands at your door and knocks.

  • You have to wait in line to see Santa. But Jesus is as close as the mention of His name.

  • Santa lets you sit on his lap in a crowded shopping mall. But Jesus lets you rest in His arms in a beautiful created eternal home.

  • Santa doesn't know your name unless you tell him. But Jesus knew your name before you were even born. (Not only does He know your name, He also know your address, your nickname, and even how many hairs are on your head!)

  • Santa has a belly like a bowl full of jelly. But Jesus has a heart full of love.

  • Santa says, "You better not cry." But Jesus says, "Cast all your anxiety on me, for I care for you."

  • Santa makes you chuckle. But Jesus gives you joy that becomes your very strength.

  • Santa puts gifts under a tree. But Jesus became our gift and died on a tree-the cross.

Wednesday, November 16, 2011


Hello. I just want to update my precious blog. This blog had been abandoned for a long time by me. Sorry 'bout that. Anyway, I just want to keep this short. Since my exams are over, I have more time to do what I like to do.. I went to the Tuaran library and borrow some books. I just finished reading this book entitled "Twenties Girl" by none other than the best-selling author, Sophie Kinsella! I always love her novels. Another of her novels that I used to read was "Remember Me?" I can't believe there's only ONE Sophie Kinsella's novel in that library! Can you believe it? ONE? (Yeah, I'm sure. Tuaran's library is not that big.)

So, anyway.. It was a really great novel. I enjoyed it. I even cried reading it. Like when I cried whenever I watch a really sad movie. So the plot goes like this...

Lara is a twenty-seven-year-old girl who has always had an overactive imagination. At the funeral of her great-aunt Sadie, she gets visited by her ghost, in form of a bold, demanding, Charleston-dancing girl. Sadie has one particular request: she can't rest without her precious dragonfly necklace, and asks Lara to find it for her. But Lara has a lot of problems of her own, such as her job and the fact that she had just been dumped by Josh, the love of her life. Lara, along with Sadie, discovers the truth behind her Uncle Bill's success, the mysterious secret of Stephen and his paintings and discovers love with Ed, an American high-flyer.The more Lara spends time with Sadie, life becomes more glamorous and their treasure hunt turns into something intriguing and romantic.It has a supernatural effect, which makes it a great read. (From Wikipedia)
Whenever I walk in the Popular Bookstore, I would normally go to the "Teen's Fiction A-Z" section.. Heh. There are tons of Sophie Kinsella's novels there. But I couldn't afford to buy it. sigh... Besides Sophie Kinsella's I also love Little Black Dress, Scholastic Publications, and Meg Cabot's. These are my favourite teens novels.

Oh, I used to read these too,

Actually, the library have the combined version of these two so the cover says "Size 12 is Not Fat and Size 14 is Not Fat Either." And... oh! There is another book which I like! Look ...

Well, it's not Little Black Dress, Scholastic Publications, Sophie Kinsella's or Meg Cabot's but it was still a great novel. I remember that I was the first one to borrow this at the library.. Haha! It was still new and I guess I saw it first.

So, that's it for now. Thanks for reading.

Friday, November 11, 2011

The Day Where I Went Missing - According to My Parents

My Dad e-mailed us(the entire family) this.

Got something interesting to tell you.

Yesterday (Thursday), it was already 5 pm and yr Mama said Bijai had not come back home. She can be late sometime because she goes to the library after school, but it had NEVER been that late.

So we were very worried. We went to town, checked the van station to Dungang. There was a girl that looked like her from the back, but it was not her.

Worried, we circled the whole town. Even went to the school.

We called home where her handphone was. It rang. No answer. Meaning she didn't reach home yet.

Now we started imagining all sorts of horrors. Why didn't she call?

We called her classmate Ernie. She said Susan went home sometime after 1 pm. Where could she have gone to? Has she been kidnapped? Who would want to kidnap the daughter of some poor parents? Could she have been taken by some sex offenders and deviants?

Sad, worried, we went home.

The door  was still locked. The key was still in the shoes.

Then your Mama went to her bedroom, and I heard her say, "Bijai! Bila lagi kau pulang!" Reliefffff!

It turned out that she went home after 2 pm. She even said to yr Mama, "Matilah saya ini begini panas ni." I myself remember hearing her from upstairs, but yr Mama said it was Asah she was speaking to.


I now believe that yr Mama is suffering from SHORT MEMORY LOSSES -- a mental condition which is quite common in people approaching 60. We once went to Pukak and she panicked because after being in yr uncle's house half and hour, she realized she didn't remember HOW WE GOT THERE AND HAD TOTALLY NO MEMORY OF WHATEVER HAPPENED IN THE LAST ONE OR TWO HOURS!!! I first thought it was the devil occupying the house who was playing tricks on her. But now I believe it is all due to clinical reasons.

She simply got wiped out mentally for a short period! She even get seriously discoordinated while walking in tuaran Tuaran, losing her bearing and not knowing she is in broad daylight, and it would take sometime for her to get her bearing in order!!! We go somewhere and she absolutely has no idea where we parked ther car!!!!

She got this from Inan who also FREQUENTLY got lost in the middle of Tuaran town while walking about in broad daylight. My friend Wilfred also has this problem.

Don't worry. It is not a sign of Alzheimer's!!




Full Results Of Excel 1

Bahasa Malaysia - 72% B
English - 84% A
Mathematics - 52 D
History - 24% G
P. Moral - 47% E
Physical Education - 64% B
Principle of Account - 21% G I'm gonna drop it anyway
Economy - 40% E
Aditional Science - 43% E
Science - 49% E

Ranking in class :

Thursday, November 03, 2011

Last Chance

My English Exam's Essay -- Not based on a true story.

     My father is my inspiration. He runs our family so good that all of his children grown up really well. My sisters and my brothers have shown their incredible academics to him. They became his pride. However, I did not.

     "How come you failed in your exam? You are such a disappointment!" said my father while throwinh my report card to me. My mother beside me was trying to console me and to keep me from crying. It was hard for me to hold back my tears. i really wanted to impress him like all my siblings did.

     I was in form 5 so it was my SPM year. My biggest exam in my life. My biggest fear. So, I took the initiative to keep learning until I get to achieve my goal, or to be exact, my father's goal. I stayed in school after my classes ended just to spend time to study and asked my teachers around the school whenever I do not understand something.

     It was the day of my SPM. I remember that I would pray before answering each paper. I prayed that God would help me and make my father proud. I longed to impress my father. "This is my last chance to show him what I can do. My very last chance," I thought. So I answered my papers fervently.

     SPM had passed over a month and the results were finally out. My parents followed me to get my results. After a while, I took my results and nervously looked at it. My father was standing there waiting for me to tell him. My mother grabbed my other arm. "I get all As except for one. I get C for my Math," I said holding back my tears. Then, for some reasons which I did not know, I hugged my father saying, "Father, forgive me. I blew out my last chance to impress you. If only I get straight As... I really blew it, father. I'm really sorry." Suddenly I felt him stroked my hair while I was still sobbing. "You do impress me, silly. Academics don't mean anything when the person is really beautiful, inside out like you. I was impressed with you today but were always my pride because of who you are. I was only hard on you because I love you," he said.

I got 43 for this essay. I don't know the full marks for this section.
So, below are my teacher's comments.

-Accurate language
-Well planned, have unity and linked


Tuesday, November 01, 2011


Hey readers, just wanna update my blog.
   So, okay. I have results of some of my exam papers already. But I'm not gonna tell you guys until I get all of my papers. So, please be patient.(Yeah like you really wanna know)
Anyhow, so far so good and I didn't fail for the papers I already get. But I'm sure gonna fail for Account anyway. Yeah, I don't care. I'm not gonna take it next year. I don't want my career to have anything to do with the subject - THE PRICIPLE OF ACCOUNT. Enough said. So, next year I'm going to take PSV-Visual Arts Education. I really hope I can. I mean, when I saw the UTM's class having their PSV exam, I was so jealous. Yes, I mean it. I can't believe most of them groaning having to take PSV. I looked at their question paper and I was hoping I was the one who would take it. Their assignment to draw was really interesting and I know I can do it. Oh right. What am I babbling about? Geez, who would understand how am I feeling anyway? Like how my mind clicked today when talking about singing with Ququ. I remembered thinking that, "People who doesn't have the passion of singing never knows the feelings of the one who really has the passion for it when they sing." Yeah, right. What's wrong with me anyway? Why can't I stop babbling? Maybe because I can't do it with my friends 'cause I'm afraid they would think I'm such a boring person who talks a lot. But when I post this to you, you just have to read it and I don't have to look at your bored face. Haha! Yeah, but I made you read 'till the end anyway right? Hahaha!

Saturday, October 29, 2011

Excel Has Ended !

Yeahh! So my first excel has ended. Just so you know, I have not been updating my blog for a long time now.. It was because I was really busy. Well, busy study la bahhh. So now I can relax a little. Oh yeah, I've been wanting to tell you guys something since last Wednesday but I was so busy so I didn't get to tell you guys. So okay, last Wednesday was Deepavali so in my country, it's a holiday. My dad wanted to bring my mum and I to the cinema to watch... jeng, jeng, jeng.. REAL STEEL directed by Shawn Levy

When I was asked if I would like to go along with them, I was having a second thought.
Pleas note that I was still having my exam that week. I was thinking using the whole day to study. It was a great time to study since it was a holiday.

But I go along anyway hoping that my decision would worth it.

I was right! It was worth it!

  It was a really really great movie. My mum who is not a big fan of movies also enjoyed it!
She always said, "Ih, ndaklah sy minat ni mau tinguk-tinguk wayang ni!"
If only I could tell you how great it was... Argh! But I couldn't. I'm not the kind of person who likes to spoil a great movie to someone who haven't watch it. (And the kind of person who hates being told the story of a movie which she haven't watch yet.)

So, if you really want to know what's this movie about you can check it out in Wikipedia.
Just click here.

However, my dad (he used to study in a Film Academy for two years) said there's an error in that movie.
I agree with him. Wanna know what is it? E-mail me at susan_bijai@yahoo.com.
If I tell you, then I'd have to spoil the story.

Anyway, it was still a great great movie. I would watch it again if I can.

Bring your friends or anyone to the cinema and watch it.

Wednesday, October 12, 2011


Hello, I was moved by the Holy Spirit today to share something to you, dear readers. Before I start, let me ask you something. Who do you hate ? Take a few minutes, sit quietly, and take time to FORGIVE that person.

 "Now wait a minute! Forgive them? Never! You have no idea how deeply hurt I am by that person! Who are you anyway telling someone who should they forgive? Bah, who cares?"

Feeling like saying those things?
I understand. You know who else who understand?

"No way! GOD??"

Yes, GOD.

"How come? Has HE ever feel what I feel? Does HE ever been hurt like the way I did?"

As a matter of fact, HE does.

Remember, JESUS walked the face of the earth as a human being.
And as a human being, He also had endured everything that we felt.
He was strongly rejected by people of His hometown.
People hate Him.
They spat on Him.
Brutally beat Him
Nailed Him to the cross.
But what does JESUS said?

Luke 23:34
Jesus said, “Father, forgive them, for they do not know what they are doing.” And they divided up his clothes by casting lots.

Think about it, if HE can forgive others, why not us?

Do you think that GOD does not feel hurt by us? You see, everyone sins. 

Ecclesiastes 7:20
Indeed, there is no one on earth who is righteousno one who does what is right and never sins.

Whoever sins breaks HIS heart. He hates sin.
ALL OF US deserved to be in eternal HELL.

"Hey, the Bible said no one is righteous! How do I go to Heaven?"

Good question!

John 14:6
Jesus answered, “I am the way and the truth and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me.

See? Through JESUS, we are saved!

God is offering the free Gift of Life to all of us every single day. It is the great gift of Salvation and Eternal Life that is offered to us with no strings attached. God knows that through our own works we would never be able to earn the right to heaven and to atone for our sins He sacrificed His own Son Jesus Christ. Jesus shed His precious Blood for all our sins - past, present and future - and through His death He opened up a gateway for us so we would no longer be bound by the chains of death but could rather following His path to heaven.

Think again, do we deserved to be forgiven?
Do we need HIS forgiveness?

Let me start over, WHO DO YOU HATE?
Does that person deserved to be forgiven? Of course no.
But GOD who loves us so much HE forgives our every sins.
And HE choose to forget them too! - Literally!
 It takes time to heal the pain but ask JESUS to match your action and your feelings.

Matthew 6:15
But if you do not forgive others their sins, your Father will not forgive your sins.

Let it go. Start forgiving or OUR FATHER WILL NOT FORGIVE US.

May GOD bless you.
Amen !

Sunday, October 09, 2011

How criminals use Facebook to commit crime

Think giving out basic personal information on Facebook is harmless? You might need to rethink, as a reformed burglar has given details on how a criminal can use your user account as a tool for committing a crime.
"The information people give out on Facebook, when linked up with other information freely available on the internet, is an absolute -goldmine for criminals," the Daily Mail quoted Michael Fraser, a reformed burglar who presents the BBC's 'Beat The Burglar' programme, as saying.
"One year, you might have a party and give out your address. A while later, you might tell everyone that it is your 30th birthday.
"So, if you've accepted me as a friend of a friend, I know your name, your address and your birth date.
"From that, I can go to 192.com and on there I can find out what you do for a living, how much your home is worth - and whether you're likely to be worth burgling.
"I might have already made up my mind because you've posted party -pictures on Facebook and I can see what kind of valuables you have in the house - and which rooms they're in. Then you go and tell your Facebook friends how much you're looking forward to going on holiday next Tuesday.
"I can go on to Google Street View and see actual photographs of your home. I can see if you have a burglar alarm, or whether there are any bushes in the garden to hide in. And I can see all the alleyways I can escape down. And, of course, I know you won't be at home.
"Burglars only burgle homes if they think they can get away with it. All of this information is likely to leave them feeling much more confident that they can," added Fraser.
Co-operative Insurance company revealed that 36 per cent of users regularly make use of them to broadcast their whereabouts when they are away from home.
"Once you accept a stranger into your Facebook account, they can begin what we call social -engineering - -delicately asking questions to build up information about you,' said Jason Hart, -senior vice -president of -CRYPTOCard Network Security.
"And that can cause havoc. Let's say they got your email address, then they could go to your email account pretending to be you and saying you have -forgotten your password.
"The account will then ask a security question - something like your favourite food or your first pet. Over the following weeks and months, it isn't hard for them to work -conversations round to subjects like that on Facebook.
"Once they have that secret -information, the email account will let them in. And once they are in there, they can find lots of sensitive information, such as your Amazon and eBay account history.
"They can then go to those sites pretending to be you and saying you have lost your passwords, and guess what happens then?
"Those sites send the passwords to your email account - the one that they have already conned their way into.

"Crooks who do this usually use the credit card details you have stored there to buy online gift vouchers that can be traded on the internet. It is a form of instant currency.
"Even worse, if you have a PayPal account and have credit in it, your so-called friend could clean it out.

"Effectively, they have become an electronic version of you, they can change all your passwords and begin stealing from you.
"The message is simple: you wouldn't invite a perfect stranger into your house simply because they knocked on your door and said they wanted a look around. So why do it on Facebook?"



Saturday, October 08, 2011

The Day Of Our Outing

Hello, readers. Just got back from Rasa Ria Resort, Tuaran. Not that tired anyway.. I love the time where we eat. My friend Bryan said, "Wuih, bahagia butul oh sia kalau sia kenyang!" Hahaha! Want to see what we ate?

Yummy, eh? 

And also, I enjoy walking around the beach with my fellow GBS ; Ququ, Ernie, Arin and Arie.
We're missing a person.. May. She said she wanted to come but turns out, she didn't. :(

We had fun taking photos.
to see more photos click here --> http://www.facebook.com/media/set/?set=a.285282508167530.88232.100000573490635&type=1
(only available for friends in Facebook)

At first, I was furious because everything did not go well. Transport problems, food problems, water problems.. Apalah, perancangan pun lintang-pukang. Macamana? Heish. I almost fainted waiting for Sir to buy mineral waters.. I was so thirsty.

Then, when the water came, Ernie, Arie, Arin, Ququ and I were drinking like crazy. Almost like someone who had not seen water for a month.

Anyway, it's good to see Sir again. :))

So, that's about it. Nothing much, really.

Friday, September 30, 2011

I Thank Jesus :)

Not much for today's update actually.. I just want to say how much I thank God for what I achieved. Today, I finally found out my ranking in the class for my last test. Oh God, I can't believe this.. I got no. 10 ! That was my target ! I never reach any of my target before ! The feelings you get for reaching your target is something you cannot explain.. Thank you, Jesus ! However, I still failed my History and Account . If only I passed them, what ranking I would be? So, anyway.. this means that I should not feel satisfied enough. When I feel like this, I'm not gonna work harder. And then, my result will slip down. I don't want that !

Remember the girl I talked about that cheated in last test and she got no. 1 in class and ALSO IN ALL FORM 4 ? I beat her in English ! Haha ! She always thinks that her English is better than everyone else. See what happens when you keep bragging? She had always been my competition since we started this year. And now, I beat her! Anyway, praise God for my marks.

So, about our outing with Mr. Ronald (yeah, I'm gonna start calling him that now). He had confirmed that our outing will be on the 8th of October which is Saturday. But he said he do not want it to be at Rasa Ria because he said there's a gale at the beach. So we are going to choose the place.

That's all for today :D

Tuesday, September 27, 2011

Warning !

W A R N I N G ! Pesanan dari PDRM ; Jika anda memandu diwaktu malam dan cermin kereta dilempar telur ayam jangan on wiper atau pancut air.Terus memandu dgn apa yg mampu dilihat hingga tiba di tempat selamat. Ini kerana jika telur ayam bercampur air ia akan menjadi susu dan akan mengaburkan 92.5% tahap penglihatan kita yang akan memaksa kita berhenti. Disitulah kita akan menjadi mangsa perompak. Inilah teknik baru yg digunakan perompak dijalanan. - Polis DiRaja Malaysia... 


I Was Intimidated By My Own Hand

There was this one night when I woke up in the middle of the night. I forgot when was it. Now, have you ever felt numb on some part of your body that you could not move it and you don't even feel it when you touch it? That night, I could not felt my right arm. It was because I was putting my head on my arm during the time I was sleeping. Then, when I woke up to adjust my body, I felt something fell on my face. I grabbed it with my left hand and I slowly opened my eyes to figure out what it was. As I opened my eyes, I realized that I was holding a human arm! I was freaking out and tried to throw it away. However, I realized that it was my right arm! It felt so numb that I could not even felt it. Hahah!!

Wednesday, September 21, 2011

A Letter From God

My dear, dear Child,
   Oh, how I love you! I long for you to spend eternity with Me. I've been diligently preparing a place for you in My perfect Kingdom. You'll love it. You don't have the capacity to even imagine what it's like, but someday you'll be living here with Me in person. That is . . . if you let me have total control of your life.
   I know you can't comprehend how very much I love you, but I'm hoping you'll know that My death was specifically for you. That's right. Even though that you've heard that I died for the world at large, I want you to understand it was really for you! You see. . . if you had been the only person in all the world, I still would have chosen to leave the glory and splendor of heaven to come to earth and experience the torture I endured. . .just for you. I love you that much.
   You are my pride and joy! I dream such big dreams for you! I want to do extraordinary things with your life. But, my child, I need all of you. I won't force you to give me your life. I love you too much to control your decisions, but I yearn for you to trust me with your all.
   My child, I am perfect, and my Kingdom is perfect. Therefore, I cannot allow sin into my Kingdom. Knowing, however, that you were born with sin, I gave myself-in the form of my Son-to pay the price for you, so you could spend eternity with me. It's my ultimate gift to you. You can't earn it, and you can't buy it. I simply want to give it to you. But again. . . I won't force you to accept it. You have to make that decision on your own.
   Please choose to follow me, my child. I love you more than life itself. And I'm working diligently on our eternal home.

     Your heavenly Father,

Know It!
God is crazy about you and has gone to great lengths to let you know it. How will you respond?

Read It!
Psalms 19:1; Jeremiah 31:35-37; John 3:16

Pray It!
Give God your all and ask Him to help you begin living in radical obedience to his lordship.

Letter From Satan (Part 2)

Hey, Christian!
   Yeah, I'll go ahead and call you that. I know you like it, but you have no clue what Christianity is really about. If you did, you wouldn't be hanging out with me and listening to the lies I've so carefully crafted. Ha! You're such an idiot.
   Do you have any idea how much I loathe you? Do you know I'm working overtime to make sure you spend eternity with me in hell? Yeah, you've heard about hell. I talk it up as the big eternity party place. And you know what's funny? You've believed me! I heard you telling someone last week, "Maybe hell won't be so bad: I mean, I'll finally get to do what I want."
   You moron! That's what I  want you to believe. But I have a big surprise for you. Hell will be nothing like that! It will be eternal damnation. People will be in physical, emotional, spiritual and mental torment forever. And I'll be laughing my head off! Party time? No way. You won't even want to open your eyes to see who's standing next to you. The demons will surround you in fear and torment and mockery.
   Why am I even bothering to write you? I'm sending you a sarcastic letter of thanks for letting me use you for most of you foolish life. You are so gullible. You have no idea how much I laugh at you throughout every day. When I tempt you to sin, you give in. HA! HA! HA! You make me sick. You're so stinking weak!
   Sin is beginning to take its toll on your life. You're angry-Bitter. Obsessed with stupid things. . . like your weight and people liking you. If you had any idea how temporary that stuff is! But I've got you convinced it's really important. I am so good at what I do.
   Of course, morons like you make my job really easy. If you were smart, you'd run somewhere, confess your sins, and live for God with what little time you have left. What a stupid jerk you are! I HATE YOU!

Know It!
Satan will try to convince you that wrong is right and right is stupid. Don't listen to him. Keep your eyes focused on Jesus and your ears tuned in to the Holy Spirit.

Read It!
Zechariah 3:2; Mark 4:15; Romans 16:20; James 4:7-8

Pray It!
Ask God to help you memorize Scripture, so when you're tempted by Satan you can use the Bible as ammunition.

Letter From Satan (Part 1)

Hey, Christian!
   I saw you yesterday as you climbed out of bed and started your daily routine. You began the day without praying. I kept watching you-expecting you at least to pray for your meals-but you didn't. I like the fact that you're so ungrateful.
   You stupid idiot! You're mine . . . and you don't even  know it! You think you're a Christian because you go to church, but you never committed your life to Christ. You've never let your "Christianity" affect choices you make. Ha! But I have you believing you're His. I've fooled you!
   You and I go way back. We've been going steady for years . . . and I hate you! Do you realize that? I hate you because I hate God. I'm only using you to get even with Him. He kicked me out of heaven, and I'm going to use you as long as possible to pay Him back.
   You're so stupid! You don't even realize how much God loves you; that He has great plans in store for you. Ha! You've yielded your life to me, and I'm going to make your life a living hell.
   And the best part about this relationship is that you don't even realize you've yielded to me. You don't get it, do you? That by not giving your all to Jesus Christ, you end up by following me by default. And you know what's really funny? Most of the time, I have convinced you that I don't even exist!
   Thanks to you, I'm showing God who's really boss in your life. We've been having some great times, haven't we? I love watching those dirty movies with you, cussing people out when they cut in front of you on the road, lying, being hypocritical, messing around sexually, gossiping, telling-off-color jokes, stabbing people in the back, disrespecting stupid adults and moronic leaders.
   I'm relieved that you don't want to give this up. We're having a great time, aren't we? And what's really funny is the fact that you don't have a clue I'm doing all this to destroy you! Ha! You think we're just having fun. But I have eternal plans for you!

Know It!
Satan will do anything to get your attention of off Christ. Remember. . . you can't be spiritually neutral. You're either living for God or you're following Satan by default.

Read It!
Luke 10:18; 2 Corinthians 11:14; Ephesians 6:10-18; 1 Peter 5:8-9

Pray It!
In the name of Jesus Christ, pray that Satan will leave you alone. Ask God to give you strength to overcome temptation.

Saturday, September 10, 2011

So Sad, My Two Lovable Teachers Are Leaving ;(

Why are the good one always has to leave? I'm really sad. Sir Ronald and Teacher Janet had taught us for three months now. Why only three months? Well, it's because they were only practical teachers on the meantime, that's why. The whole class have a really strong bond between those two teachers. Actually, I honestly feel the bond  with Sir Ronald more than Teacher Janet. Now guys, don't get this wrong. I don't like him like that. It's just that he helped our class so much that he was willing to come on Saturday just to help us to paint our class. And of course, he taught English for our class. Yeah, as you may know it, it's my favourite subject. And I can feel that GBS connected more with him than everyone else. Atui, perasan juga. Yeah, that's why I feel closer to Sir Ronald than Teacher Janet. But, that doesn't mean I don't like her. I love Teacher Janet.. It's just that she didn't spend more time with us. Our class were pulling away from her. Besides, she only taught us for a while. I was quite jealous that the 4UTM class are closer to Teacher Janet

Anyway, all the best for them!

Sir Ronald
Teacher Janet

You guys will be missed so much !


Wednesday, September 07, 2011

Tests Had Passed and Results Are Here

It has been two weeks since my last test. Now that I just got back to school after a week Hari Raya holidays, my results are here. Jeng.. jeng.. jeng.. jeng.. Well, not all actually. I haven't got all my papers yet. So far, I've got my Maths, Economy, Account, Geography, Bahasa Malaysia, Civic and Science. I'm quite sad I was not able to reach my target. But here is my biggest shock of all.. So, get ready. To the people who knows me really well, they'll know that my biggest weakness and fear is Maths. So do you want to know what did I get for my Maths? Brace yourself guys.

I get,


Hahahaha!! I know, I know! It was shocking to me as well.. I remember that I was literally laughing when my teacher passed up my paper to me. No kidding.

Don't be so shocked la.. Actually it was only a test. Not an exam. Maths only came out on Chapter 6: Statistics. So it was pretty easy. Hahaha.. Not so shocking anymore? I'm glad it was all cleared out. However, I didn't expect to get a 100%. It's still quite shocking for me you know.
Okay.. blah blah blah.. I'm going to stop bragging now. I'm just going to give praise and thanks to the Lord.

every good thing comes a bad thing.

I don't know.. I'm just saying that.

So, my other subjects..
Economy: D
Account: E
Geography: B
Civic: C
Science: D

and waiting for the other papers..

I'm looking forward to my English paper. My favourite.

It's not that I was not studying. I just can't remember what I read. I don't know why. Well, I'm going to try my best for my coming excel. 

Wednesday, August 17, 2011

Why Do We Need to Watch Our Mouth?

I often struggled when watching what comes out from my mouth every day like 'stupid', 'fool', 'palui' or 'sial'. You see, I'm not exactly the type of people who likes to curse like saying the 'F' word when I am angry or anything but believe me, back then, I was way worse than these days. That particular word I used to speak made my family sick and I was lectured intensely by them. And yeah, my Dad could have slapped me if he wanted to. But that was waaay back then. I'm not that girl anymore. But somehow, I can really feel the annoyance when the young teenagers nowadays that curse and say the words that they should not when emotion took their place. It is even worse when they say it like it is not a big deal as they are joking to one another. Believe me, it is a big deal.

Matthew 15:11
What goes into someone’s mouth does not defile them, but what comes out of their mouth, that is what defiles them.”

My Facebook home page are filled with every day youngsters cursing each other. What had happened to the youths? The generation that God seeks to be His missionary to speak the gospel and the good news? Yeah, I was once one of them and I stopped because of my family and yeah, because of God. So, for the people out there, they should be warned how big of a deal it is to say every foul word that they could think of. I feel so blessed that my friends are really watching their mouth now. Of course it is hard since you have said those words for a long time and suddenly you wanted to stop. Of course you may say them accidentally but it is a big leap for my friends asking for each other's help whenever they speak in an inappropriate way. Like my friend, Ernie.. she asked me that whenever she says those words, I must ask her to give me 20 cent as a compound. Hahaha! Ququ and May are also watching their mouth now. I should salute them!

Psalm 141:3
Set a guard over my mouth, LORD; keep watch over the door of my lips.

Proverbs 21:23
Those who guard their mouths and their tongues keep themselves from calamity.

Thursday, August 11, 2011

Unwelcomed Guest

Yesterday, I was trying to finish up my Geography folio.. So I brought my laptop down and started doing it. It was when my mum was taking a nap on our couch. As I did my folio, I felt thirsty and then I went to the kitchen to get a glass of water.. I drank it and when I came back from the kitchen.. There was a SNAKE gliding out from under the couch which my mum slept on it. I was so scared and I was totally freaking out and screamed to woke my mum up.. "MAKK!! MAK!! ULAARR!! ULAAAR!!". My mum woke up like a Dracula waking up from a coffin and ran to me lifting her legs up as high as she could. I remember that when my mum woke up, that snake did not even tried to attack her. It was trying to escape. Poor snake.. lost in somebody's house. Probably that snake was afraid too. But we do not know that when we were dead panic! It was so big like the size of an adult's thumb and really long..!! And..and.. it was green ! How can we were not freaking out? And then I followed my mum ran out to get something to beat that snake up.. However, when we went back in, that snake was gone hiding.. I told my mum to call the firemen.. Then we were like..

Mana saya tau nombor telipon bomba!!?
Telefon lah 999!!
Tuaran punya ka tu?
Entah!! Telipon si dady la!! Suruh dia telipon bomba pigi sini!! Dulu si dady pernah telipon kan?
Bah, bah..

Then she called my dad and told what had happened and ask him to call the firemen.. 

During the time when we waited for the firemen to came, my mum sat down on a chair while I sat down on our coffee table and we did not let both of our feet to touch the floor. I was looking at the direction where the snake went and thinking where was it. When my cat, Garut went to where I was looking at, Garut stopped in front of our other couch and stare at it.. Garut saw something!

Mak, si Garut tinguk tinguk sana sofa, mak..
Bah, barangkali sanalah tu ular tu.

After about 5 minutes, the firemen came.
I told them to check where Garut stared. It turns out that Garut was right! Yeaa!! We're safe! Praise the Lord! The snake had been caught!

After the experience, my mum and I laughed everytime when we talk about it. I don't know why, it was just so funny. The way how I shout.. the way how my mum woke straight up.. the way how we felt weird when the firemen came to our house.. 
You know, I felt like God had planned it all. When I do my homework, I usually did it upstairs, in my bedroom. But instead, I did it downstairs.. In front of my mum. And that snake came out from under the couch just when I came back in from the kitchen. And when we were not sure where the snake escaped to, Garut came to the rescue! God always protects our family no matter what.

Saturday, July 30, 2011

Say NO to Child Abuse

found this on friend's Facebook. I think you should take a look at this.

Most kids wake up to a loving parent, or an alarm clock:
I wake up to a bloody nose and sprained wrist.

Most kids eat a healthy breakfast. 
I eat whatever I can if there is any.

Most kids have a different uniform everyday. 
I wear the same one.

Most kids have lots of friends. 
I might have one.

Most kids don’t get bullied day-to-day. 
I’m lucky to not get bullied three times a day.

When most kids get home their parents say hello and fix dinner. 
I get shoved against a wall and am unconscious for atleast an hour.

When most kids go to bed, they are snuggled warm under covers having wonderful dreams. 
I am laying on the floor begging to not wake up the next morning.

Shut Up, Don't Laugh.

So, my dad bought me this. APPETON WEIGHT GAIN. Shut up, don't laugh. I know I'm skinny.
But you know what? It's actually pretty good.. Chocolate flavour! Mmm.. I wonder how am I gonna look like when I gain some weight.. I can't wait to see the result on me! Mesti saya seksi ni kan nanti? Hahaha!! doi.
I don't really care actually with my body. I don't care if I'm skinny.. But I'm worried of my health.. Since it is really hard for me to get fat, I just eat anything I want without thinking that food is healthy or not. And I am really afraid to exercise because I thought it would just make myself skinnier than it is now. Hopefully, when I gain some weight, I would really be careful when balancing my diet. Sometimes, people just told me to eat more fats so I might get fatter. But that is really dangerous because fats are on the top of the food pyramid. Meaning, fats tu paling sikit lah yang perlu diambil. Jangan ingat asal kurus mesti makan banyak-banyak tu lemak.. Skinny people pun boleh kena diabetes sama heart attack..

Saturday, July 23, 2011

Soul Surfer Movie

A couple of days ago, I watched the DVD my dad bought. As you can see, the title of the story is Soul Surfer , a Sean McNamara film and based on a true story. The reason I put this on my blog is because I want to share to the world that this is such an inspiring story about Bethany Hamilton and I want all of you who read this to find this movie and watch it.

Soul Surfer is the inspiring true story of teen surfer Bethany Hamilton, who lost her arm in a shark attack and courageously overcome all odds to become a champion again, through her sheer determination and unwavering faith. The film featured an all-star cast, including Anna Sophia Robb and Helen Hunt, with Carrie Underwood in her film debut and Dennis Quaid. In the wake of this life-changing event that took her arm and nearly her life, Bethany's feisty determination and steadfast beliefs spur her toward an adventurous comeback that gives her the grit to turn her loss into a gift for others.

The Real Bethany Hamilton

For some people, they may choose Lady Gaga, Beyonce, Britney Spears or Katy Perry as their role-model. But I chose her to be mine. She has taught me not to give up on my life even when it seems like there's no hope and the most important thing is never lose my faith. 

By the way, I saw her on Are You Smarter Than A 5th Grader? show.

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