Thursday, May 24, 2012

God's Blessing

Last April, for the month of "Environment Friendly" on our school, I joined the fashion show competition. I know, I know... This is sooo not me. However, I was interested when Teacher Elly said that we must design an outfit using waste materials only. Hey! I can design using newspapers! I mean, I had watched an episode of "Project Runway" where they designed outfits using newspapers. I know a thing or two about fashion and yeah, about designing. So glad to know that I don't have to sew clothes or anything because I'm terrible of sewing. Even when I'm using the sewing machine! All I have to use are a stapler and a duct tape to put on the materials together. 

Me and Alfera

This is the ONLY photo I got tagged in Facebook. Mehh.. I could have look better in this shot. Probably not my most flattering picture. I regret not having my own camera. Something wrong with my sister's camera so I didn't brought it. My dad's however though is fine but my dad will never let me bring his DSLR camera. Anyway, blah blah blah.. I won 2nd place! YEE-HA ! Got RM20 for my winning prize! God is so GOOD! I'm so glad I joined the fashion show competition. Not only my designing talent was shown but I can't stop getting compliments from everyone about how pretty I was that day. Everyone, including the teachers said that I should be a model someday. It was so flattering! My goodness! I may not want to be a model because it's not my passion but when you get compliments like that, wouldn't you be flattered as well? Couldn't forget Teacher Elly's words.. "You got the height and the looks." Hmm, I guess being skinny is good? I have been made fun of because of my skinny body for my entire life. Getting such compliment really had boosted up my confidence for being happy with myself ever since. 

Saturday, May 19, 2012

The Most Amazing Woman in My Life

Mum and I :)

This photo above was taken by my brother, Odon (Maxwell) when we celebrated Mother's Day at church. I know it's too late for me to post this but I just had to show my appreciation to my mother. 
My mother, Mary had been such incredible mother to me in the past 17 years of my life. She had been really patient to raise six crazy kids in her life. I love her. I don't know why I do, but I do. I truly love her with the bottom of my heart. I wouldn't trade her for ANYTHING or ANYONE in the world. What I can only say here is, I am thankful to God who gave me a beautiful, wonderful and amazing mother. At times, I might hurt her feelings and I regret to have done all those things. Blessed Mother's Day, Mak! I love you. 


Wednesday, May 09, 2012

Today Is My Birthday !

Well, I'm officially seventeen today. Am I excited? Hmm, not really. When I was a kid, I used to be excited when my birthday was coming. I even counted the days when it was still like three months away and when it was only a day away, I would be like, "Yipee! One more day, then it will be my birthday!" But now, it's like, "Oh no.. One more day and I'm gonna be old."
I know why I fear of getting old. Because I'm the baby in the family for all these while, I'm afraid to carry out any responsibilities and taking good care of myself now-on my own. I know I'm gonna have to leave this house sooner or later. Honestly, I'm not ready to grow up. I'm not ready to face the world on my own. I still need my parents. I still want to be a student for a long time. I don't want it to end this year! My seventeenth birthday reminds me all the time about my final year in school. There, I said it. Again. FINAL YEAR.
Anyway, nothing special today. I honestly woke up this morning feeling like it's just one of those normal days. I'm serious! Nothing special at all.
I don't even feel well today. Kept having nausea and stomach ache. But I felt better now.
Everyone kept saying, "Kenapa birthday girl muka begini ni?" - (Why is a birthday girl makes that face?)

Is it normal to have this feeling? Is it normal to feel sad when you know you're old?
Of course I feel grateful to God that I'm still alive today. It's just that ... time flies really fast. Sigh.

Anyway, I registered on a local tuition centre just now. I'm taking Maths and Science. I'm quite slow in these two subjects. Hmm..

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