Monday, January 22, 2018

*Screams* I LOVE ART

It felt so good to spend the day at the library and actually got my work done today! If you see my previous post, you would know that it's one of my happy places and it's true. I was happy!
It felt so peaceful and so quiet. For the first time in a long time, no one was interrupting me when I was in my zone, y'know? I was at the peak of my potential and it felt really good. I've missed that about myself. I've missed being confident with who I am and what I am capable on doing. I can't do that in our house here. I love my family but it really is hard to live as me when I'm trapped in a bubble. I know now that this is what I have to do in my life. It's the one thing that makes me happy. I have to leave my house and find a place where I can feel like I'm home.

Maybe I can start small. 
I can probably start at my sister's place in Penang. She lives on the other side of the country. She told me that I can use the extra room there and create my art studio. I can feel that it's the beginning of my passion there. I'm so grateful that she would help me sponsor me for everything to start. I'd probably repay her by doing all the chores in her house or whatever I can.

Honestly, the thought of leaving the house and chasing my passion makes me feel so alive. God is calling me out there.

I don't have much to say though I feel like I keep repeating the same stuff on my blog. I JUST LOVE DOING ART OK LEAVE ME ALONE

Here's some drawings I did and finished at the library today btw <3




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